100th post

2 small red plums
1 orange
1 banana
1 medium sized cucumber
1/2 yellow bell pepper
T almond butter

i spent so much time on my computer i think i'm going to throw up and my eyes will give up.
.that is not good.

thoughts:

-> following->

gee, a clean inbox/mail system makes me really, really happy. email that's not special gets me dowwnnn.

why does accommodation have two m's in it? that's stupid.

i don't like english.
seriously.
and i refuse to live in america.

stupid is an underrated word. and not often enough used by me. bringing it back yo, bringin it back.

my computer magically changed to blue hilighting in word documents. color me happy. this is a very exciting development.

i always spell hilighting wrong.
you know what? i don't really care.


ah, i can feel the ulcer coming on, ah.

i can't do this anymore.

oh my gods

i just spent 12 hours in the library. it's a very nice library at that, which provides a much needed cool reprieve from the heaty hot weather we're having.

...but i think i'ma gonna develop an ulcer. i've worked so much, and was under so much pressure, that the adrenaline is still pumping through my veins. i also got acquainted with a venti-sized [such a pretentious name for a company that doesn't even try to be italian] green tea frappucino. oh god, it was so good [the first time i had it. that was a grande.] hehe. i also had 2 peanut butter cookies. hehe. iza feelzah like i iz on the drugz.

zeh zuh zah.

sugar+adrenaline+stress=sas=sos.

i did however, manage to get some cool webternets reading done, and developed a new love for the stickies widget. i currently have: ¡AHORA!, ASAP, WHENEVER, and THINGS TO REMEMBER. hmm....i don't think the caps lock is helping the stress level. oh well, gonna sleep it all away. anywho, i foresee a long, lasting, and mutually loving relationship with the stickies. a reservation though is that i have to look at my computer to see/use them. realistically doesn't matter that much though-i haven't gone 2 days without my computer for a year or so. [wow, surprisingly not true. go russia, go russia.]]

is it just me, or is internet writing subpar to book writing? maybe it's the paper, maybe it's the weight of the book. something. you just feel so accomplished and well-read after finishing a book though. but on the webternets, everything is so short, fragmentary, and unfulfilling. eh, i have a weird relationship with books. and the internets.

sayonara, mara.

food diary for today

3 oranges
2 green apples
peach mangosteen naked
3/4 of a dove dark chocolate bar
2 bowls of crispix cereal w/ rice milk
2/3 a bowl of black beans
plate of honeydew
1 oz of pecan/banana bread thing w/ tiny bit of smeared pb

...pretty much what my eating looks like lately. i can't eat things that require me to chew a lot. it still hurts. a lot.

damn the man. this will prob be all for today.
oh gawds-crunch time!!

life is all about:

reading octavio paz at a handicapped snail's pace
listening to charles aznavour,
and drinking water that actually quenches the thirst.